I came across this a few moons ago. This was legitimately the first time anyone had told me this.
People can’t handle you being responsible for your past when they need a fucking punching bag and stepping stone to essentialise and demonise because they’re responsible neither about their own pasts or their own presents. Who want to hide from that fact and themselves inside exclusive ingroups filled with superficial miserable fucks as codependent, alienated, out of touch and filled with self-loathing as each other, and who pick each other off when they run out of freakshows and rejects to backstab.
If you give up on yourself and have no self-belief, is that being accountable yet shitlords. Jesus wept. Can I have any clue about my own worth so I can have a fighting chance of defending myself you craven fucking deadshits. Wolf packs are so preoccupied with invisibilising my struggles in the name of essentialising and demonising me into my mistakes as you are preoccupied with my package. I’D MUCH PREFER IMAGINE MICROPENIS BECAUSE I JUST CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT YOUR FUCKING COCK. .THE IDEA THAT NEGLECT, ABANDONMENT AND BETRAYAL MIGHT HURT AND NOT BE OVERREACTING ISN’T CONVENIENT TO THINK ABOUT RIGHT NOW ALSO.
What, little old me problematise reactions to disrespect and ill treatment, conflate someone not just rolling over and dying because I’m pouring salt on open wounds with the same kind of aggression and abuse I’m perpetrating to create conflict in the first place? I treat all my enablers with enough sweetness and love to keep them hanging on. By the time they find out they’re expendable, it won’t matter for people who still matter because they’re still bystanders and enablers. People who still matter for now until they’re next will stand by and watch, pile weight onto things like stress disorders and then tell people who don’t matter to go and get their heads examined. Rinse and repeat. Find the next weakest link to start picking down to their constituent pieces.
How about people with histories of mindless ableist just-worlding and stigmatising and running agro mobbing and ostracism from behind the safety of the fucking internet. How about we abandoned someone who is trying to survive dissociation, identity disorder, stress disorder, attachment disorder and clinical depression so we could run one pileon on the internet where affray laws don’t apply after the other and endless active shunning harassment and agro? AGGRESSION IS OKAY WHEN WINNERS DO IT UNPERSON WANKSTAINS, GET A CLUE. If there’s someone we should essentialise, demonise, ritually degrate and humiliate, throw away, drive to suicide, or exterminate, it’s someone we left behind in the first place.
Why not just go pile on Ralph Wiggum while you’re at it, pack wolf nutsacks. Hurr Durr all hail the mighty, all-seeing Nelson Muntz, my benevolent protector and overlord *stares blankly into space*
It’s good to be the adults in the room.
